Somehow I lost my way

i am in love and loved in return, why am I still so sad? (via exhaustional)

(via noavcane)

I hold every date that I tried to kill myself dear.
Everybody thinks that I am now happy,
that I am doing so much better,
that I am no long depressed
or suicidal.

But, in the cruel reality,
I am still sad.
I am still so sad.
And I still want to die.
Maybe that is why I told those days so dear,
and want to remember them clearly.

Because, now, I am not strong enough to try again,
so I still remember the days that I was.
I would give anything
to try
and succeed.

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